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Losing Grip

2012-02-02T20:52:00.004+08:00

Seriously, I don't get it.

Why and what the hell? Serious aku tak paham betul la dengan kau ni. Nak kata kenal lama, takde pulak. Seriously, what's wrong with you nak kata I ni penipu? Hello? Watch your mouth okay? You don't even known me well and dont simply accuse such things like that. I respect you and this is how you treat me? So, you think I'm going to play around with my man? Excuse me?

I dont ever care what you say :-) I'm sorry to say, but you're bussiness doesn't interrupt my relationship. What makes you said like that? Where's the proof? I'm sorry, but

I don't give a damn

Seriously la aku tak paham betul. tapi depan aku berlagak macam baik sangat. tapi bila belakang,

cakap angin-angin. What the hell? Okay budak spm, aku tak marah pun. but please, stop accusing me and I will be okay. I'm not like what you think. but if you refused too, go to hell la you.

Okay guys, with this type of person, what should you do?

Why so serious? Please guys. If I got any words that unconciously hurted you guys, please tell me. I try to fix myself and try to convey you guys that I'm not that type person. Please, dont just simple accuse such thing without any proof. Come on, we all already grown up and know how to take good care of other people feeling. Everyone got their own feeling. Sure you don't want to be hurt.

I'm sorry if you maybe had read this, and you became more angrier to me. I don't know what makes you hate me. I do have feelings to. but sorry to say, only death or Allah The Mighty that can seperate me and him. with those such stupid things u accuse me, you will get 'present' from god later.

curti - curti

2012-01-29T19:08:00.001+08:00

Last wednesday was freakin awesome! Thanks to Farahy, Faryd, Tasha, Yuisy, Abg fazrul and Danial for the day! Yeah it's my cny holiday and thanks a lot!! banyak thanks pulak habis pulak 10 menet dengan thanks hehe okay okay back to future, eh back to topik. curti-curti :-)

Actually, aku akan lebih gembira superb gila kalau dia ada sekali.tapi dah nak buat camaner, dah takde rezeki :-) lain kali je la syg. no matter what happen, nothings gonna change my love for you. * wah! tangkap leleh ar ayat. hehe

So firstly memang bengang jugak sebab gila ramai orang kat town, macam g perhimpunan pulak kahkah tapi memang ramai, yela curti cny. nak lantak prosperity lagi. prosperity? tak lalu ah makan kalau dia takde. so aku tak bawak banyak duit haritu, sebab aku kan kedek hehe takdela kita kene berjimat cermat nak kawen kene la kumpul duit manyak manyak hehe .

so, picture tells everything right? :-)

with Farahy Adylah :-)

ni Danial, kawan tasha :-) budak high school

yang sebelah sana, Abg Fazrul or abang Boboy hahaha

budak Sultannnn ;)

Yuisy & Tasha :-)

Tashnirajoe..... mana sambungan? hehe

:-)

so, holiday pun dah habis. takda benda nak update sangat kan? kerja sekolah belambak. tapi alhamdulillah, banyak dah siap. siap soalan ah hahaha

okay semua. dah maghrib , jom mandi then solat k?

jangan nakal-nakal !

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Feelings may change, but memories Never~

here's the thing

2012-01-29T16:27:00.000+08:00

Okay guys hari ni aku nak buat post pasal apa? pasal pasul !! hehe suka sangat gurau camni dengan dia hermmfff awak rindu sngt kat awak tau?

so aku dah dapat majalah sekolah. Untung beb tahun aku, form 1 dah ade gmbr, form 3 ade, form 5 bakal !! yeaaaahhhhhhaaaaaa! aku suka pulak cover majalah kali ni, nampak cool and extraterrestial walaupun mcm simple. so? kita Enjoy !! kan Nora danish? :)))

aku ada masalah parkson, eh parkinson agaknya. scan pun geragau, eh gegau!

Waaaaaaahhh !! rindu sngt dengan pengetua Zainal :')

ingat lagi zaman kene rotan tak turun prep. wakakakakaka

tapi aku tak puas hati, kenape gambar kalam jamaie takde?? penat aku terpekik telolong dalam bahasa arab, korang dah le tak paham ape kiterang cakap. korang paham,

moooo, embekkkkk , dengan auwmmm je hahah

Haaaaaaa. jeng jeng jeng!

ni bakal jadi muka depan majalan mangga dengan Hi Tv nanti. wakakakaka

shewkowlarh

2012-01-28T12:24:00.002+08:00

EEEEII SI GEMOK YANG MALANG NI

Goooooooooood Morning people!

So, aku tengah siapkan kerja sekolah. banyak lagi tau ni? sempat layan blog jap. memang tak siap leeee ni kan? takpe, sekolah hari senin, bukan ahad! kahkahkah (lawak ke?)

Kerja sekolah banyak weh! macam aku nak amek spm tahun ni cikgu bagi bebanyak. Bio,Chemist,Arab,Math, Add Math,Quran Sunnah,Syariah.. ( kalau boleh kau nak list semua )

dari 100% tuh, 50% je siap tau? siap ada percent kan? So now, I'm finishing my math mode punya kerja. after this nak buat bio and chemist pulak. okay kemon! esok dah ahadddddddddd .

Menyesal nya tak baut kerja sekolah awal-awal *______________*

Korang nak tahu? tahun ni nametag form 4 warna PURPLE ! soft colour, so noicccccceeeee! tapi aku kan pengawas, nak kene beli nametag pengawas pulak :-( nanak jadi pengawas la acam nih ! kikiki

Much Pleasure!

2012-01-26T13:29:00.004+08:00

16000

Thank you to all who pleased to read my ordinary blog. This is really unexpected things. Thanks to all who enjoy reading or hate it so much. Hehe.

Yeah I know maybe there's a lot of many blogger yang lagi ramai dari views views aku. But seriously, bersyukur sangat sebab ada jugak orang yang sudi baca blog aku yang tak seberapa and tongkang mengarut kangkung aku ni hehe Thaaaaaaaankyou sangat !!

I hopeeeee blogger blogger yang lain pun mampu lebih dari yang ni ;-)

Keep on blogging guys!

(Y)

Human

2012-01-26T00:12:00.000+08:00

THANKYOU GUYS ♥

another else,

Laterrrrrr !

:-)

The Pieces

2012-01-22T01:39:00.000+08:00

Since this several days, there so many thing happened around me. Many type of change had occur. I don't even care about that actually, but when the time ticks slowly, I can feel the pain straightly.

Hari semakin hari orang akan makin sibuk, sampaikan minggu tu hectic sangat bagi diorang. bukan saja minggu, bahkan nak bagitahu something yang sangat penting pun memang tak sempat dan kadang-kadang kita lupa, bila kita tengah sibuk sampaikan yang paling rapat dengan kita pun kita boleh lupa. tak kisahla orang ke, manusia ke, benda ke, laptop ke, facebook ke. And I don't mind that much but sometimes I feel very despair and this is such a torture to me.

kadang-kadang benda camni boleh buat ktia terasa jauh dengan diorang. tak kisahla diorang tu manusia ke, benda ke, facebook ke, twitter ke. It's okay. I understand this circumstance and aku dah biasa dengan benda camni. and bila something camni dah jadi, mulalah the despairness tu came, sampai naik roller coaster , terjun bangunan pun the despair feeling tak hilang :')

Sometimes i thought of our worst fights.Sometimes i would drown myself deep in my blanket and cry.Sometimes i wish 'us' didnt happen.Sometimes i wish i wouldnt have to go through all of these shits,the pain and heartache.Sometimes i wish i didnt let myself fall too hard being in love.But when i think of all the good times,or when he did something dumb, by looking deeply into my eyes and smile. It is as if that is his way of telling me that he loves me.And i love every minute of it. Even when he would sneakily trying to put his fingers right between my underarm and tickles me.

The pain will keep you awake. You will be sad, but not for long because you will get sick and tired of being sad. Don't let it live in your head. Let the happiness of everything around you fill your whole body. From pain and suffering, you will be saved. You will be saved by endless happiness. If the pain holds your heart too much, cry. Don't let tears be kept inside. Let them go.

- he's my best hero ever -

spinning wheel

2012-01-21T12:27:00.002+08:00

spinning around,around and around. when will it stop and spin slowly without any distrupting. In this world where coldness and cruelty is common, where pain and happiness are experienced in our every day life and people are not what they seem to be.Everything happens for a reason, even the smallest decisions that you make/made has reasons that lies beihnd it. There's always hope and faith. Hold on to it tightly, keep it, believe it.

Just smile, even it really despair and hurts you much.
But it's okay, if there's a will, there will :-)

datang dan pergi

2012-01-20T14:42:00.002+08:00

Hari semakin hari.. semakin pergi.. eh masuk tak? eh entah la. kenapa tajuk aku kali ni datang dan pergi?

ya setiap dan datang pasti pergi, tapi boleh ke kita ubah balik masa tu? kita nak patah balik masa? ingat ni Astro Beyond ke boleh rewind pause sesuka hati. haaaa kan?

Semakin hari, lepas seorang , seorang tinggalkan aku. bukan tinggalkan aku je, kawan-kawan lain. bkn kawan-kawan je, buah hati, buah tangan. eh dah kelaut dah pulak aku ni. Dah diam.

kenapa nak post pasal ni eik? Just reminiscing back masa lampau dan masa terlampau bersama. lawak kan?

Ni la sahabat dunia akhirat :-)

'' kalau dapat SBP, aku g. tapi MRSM, aku taknak g ''

so aku doakan kau dapat MRSM. ea? hahaha! :')

Ni sahabat dunia akhirat aku yang paling aku sayang. jujur,dulu aku lah musuh utama dia aku rasa.

tapi sekarang, macam cap ibu dan anak! hahaha

Teknik Jasin :-)

Haha yang ni. mula mula cam ye ye nak g Munshi. tapi tak jadi.

Hahahahaha farahiiiiii gilaaaa yang comel :))

Kedah :-)

Sri Tanjung. Coming Soon!

Pindah kelas je. tapi kira tinggalkan aku jugak tu.

Sahabat time aku hingusan dulu, Skolah rendah :-)

Teknik Jasin.

Kat Johor lagi. eh bila kau nak balik Melaka?

Sri Tanjung. Coming Soon!

Sahabat dr sekolah rendah aku yang tak pernah pisah ah dengan dia. dr sekolah rendah sampai menengah, mesti kelas sama :-) tapi sekarang,

berpisah jugak kiterang :-)

Teknik Jasin.

Si gila yang bakal pindah. Go to hell la. haha

Sekolah Al-Mahdi

Ni pun kira sahabat dari sekolah rendah :-)

Kolej Vokasional

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kite malu nak cakap. tapi,

awak pun nak pergi jugak ke?

Rasa entry ni macam nak sedih. Lain kali je la.

Assalamualaikum semua~

Untung la. Tahniah

2012-01-14T17:25:00.002+08:00

Waaaaaaaaaaaahhh semakin mengupdate nampak. who cares? haha eh korang sedar something tak? kenapa aku tak jadi mat salleh sejakk akhir2 ni, ceh mat salleh nau la kan. yela selalu guna ayat english je. kecik besar kecik besar sesetengah orang baca ayat aku ni. entah diorang paham ke tak. aku sendiri tak paham aku citer . okay diam.

Nak cakap tahniah kat aku, eh akak aku sebab...........~

kuceng buat ape ~

Tahniaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhh..~

okay ni bukan suka suka je nak pelop ea. haha family bf dia datang merisik :-)

and this september maybe akk aku get married! Yeeeeeeees , alhamdulillah..

nak jugak~

K baaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaiiiii :)

nak yang tu jugak!

2012-01-14T16:54:00.000+08:00

ni ayah iterwwwwww~

Assalamualaikum. aku update lagi. sekali dah update, nak update je lagi. jari jemari ku tidak henti henti menekan butang R. eh itu astro la!! Pirrraaaaaaah. hehe cehceh jari jemari, yela aku skang suka guna ayat kesusasteraan ni, nak sebut ke su sasteraan ni pun susah. hahaha ape ape la. okay diam.

okay haritu abang aku nak balik kl balik, so hantar dia kat mc. nak cerita ke? perlu la. then aku ni pelupa kenkadang, tak tau la kenapa. eh entah la? lepastu, nak carik beg sekolah. first week sekolah aku guna beg dora je. beg keramat tu. hakhak tapi aku dah takut nak guna beg tu sngt, bukan sebab keramat! tapi beg tuh dah parah la jugak, koyak-koyak sikit, dah macam beg baru lepas kene lenyek dengan tayar trailer. trailer tuh bukan yang kat wayang ke?

then ayah ajak masuk satu kedai Bar Kay sport shoes. aku ingt kn ayah ajak masuk club ke ape, masyuk la. then tengok2, wah berlambak beg mahal , kasut kasut alaaa senang citer macam al-ikhsan le. oh oh carik carik carik, abang dgn ayah aku ni ye la taste orang laki, diorang ni tak paham perasaan perempuan kekadang. aku nak line 7 purple, abang aku pun mula la ceramah '' kau ni memang suka menonjol kan? suka nak attract orang tengok kau '' aku tak tau apa salah aku dengan dia. macam tuh sekali dia tuduh. haha

lepas tu, tiba tiba ada la sorang salesman tapi macam kenal entah aku rasa aku kenal eh mestilah kenal ! Farid Mohd Nor~ shape tu? Boyfriend kepada kawan baik aku, yesssssss!! mesti boleh dpt discount lebih ni. haha aku dah tak kira, naaaaaaaaaaaak jugak line 7 tuh, dah nak 10 kali aku keluar masuk kedai tu ahhhh rambang mata beg cantik2! dah la taknak citer panjang2. lastly,

Antioni bag aku beli. warna? Silver. pernah tengok tak? jom la sekolah dengan aku.

tapi aku nak buat rancangan jahat, nak tau apa? jengjengjeng,

naaaaaaak

BELI BEG LAAAAAAAAAIN !

TT__________TT V

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Balik je mak aku cakap, '' Wow Antioni. beli beg Mahal nampak?'' aku pun balas

WHO CARES?

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Nasi Chicken Bistari

2012-01-14T16:36:00.001+08:00

Haaaaaaaihh lama dah tak update blog rasanya. Rasa rindu tu timbul pulak. Rindu tak? Jawablah '' ya '' walaupun dalam hati kata lain. haha dah la jangan layan. okay diam bye.

hari ni aku nak update pasal harituh aku lepak dengan ayah makan kat Kenny Rogers, emm tak! maksud aku kedai jual jual ayam jugak, haha Nasi Ayam Bistari.

Jeng jeng jeng kat anerw tu ea? kat Prawn River, kalau translate kat google translate Sungai Udang kihkih okay la tak tipu nasi ayam dia sedaaaaaaaaaap! sedap sehingga menggeliat. haha cuba la try, try '' Nasi Ayam Berlada '' sedaaaaaaap! tak tipu rasa nak bawak balik je pembuat nasi ayam ni balik rumah. kihkihkih

Nak lagi nak lagiiiiiiii !

Just reminiscing

2012-01-06T14:26:00.000+08:00

Its already 6th January 2012, I still remembering the past. There's so much thing that happen on 2011. I've been scrolling all my folder in this lappy. Looks like it contains a lot of folder here. Music, Pictures and so much more. Games all over too. I miss 2011 :')

There's a lot of pictures and memory in 2011. and all the pictures that I upload above doesnt enough much. There's fucking a lot of pictures. haha

When 2012 starts!

2012-01-02T03:44:00.000+08:00

So yesterday was 1/1/2012. Happy New Year people! Poom Poom Poom Kebaaboom!*Fireworks.

Alhamdulillah. Many people must want to have and wanted to achieve for new goal right? Goodluck y'all.

So it's already 3:25.a.m in 2/1/2012. I still don't sleep, thinking about you and memang tak boleh tidur punya la. First day of the year, I went out with my 1st brother with his friend, yeah. you know what? I sulk with my mum. Shhhhh~ hihi

So yesterday, I watched movie with my sister in law . Mission Impossible : Ghost Protocol. Deym it, it was fucking awesome! I'm thought of to watch this movie for a billion times. Lagi awesome dari Ombak Rindu meleret-leret tu. Hahaha Jokes!! ( mampus aku peminat ombak rindu kejau aku ) and I was really surprised when I'm going to buy the ticket, I saw my beautiful flower ever, Aqilah Akalili Ruslan ( search on facebook ) haha. I really miss her so much!! She's going to watch movie too, but watch Suatu Malam Kubur Berasap with her mum, Ijat and I forgot the another one. haha! Hope to see you again after this, girl ! :'(((

After watch movie, take a walk then had lunch at Breeks Cafe. Korean food , I think so?

okay, all of them is $130 and above. Nasib baik duit aku tak keluar 1 sen. Feeeuuwwhh~ Simpan duit nak kahwin. hakhakhak ( gelak jin )

Baby Boo

Kak Bi, Kak Farihan , Kak Long and ......... Neelofa! hahaha ( gelak entah ape ape )

Okay, it's time to eat!

Tribute to : Sudin sayang

And we really had awesome fun today, and many acitvities I had done during first day of new year!!

I wish I could spend this time with you. Every step I take, I never forget you. I never forget your smile.

I just want you to be here with me and we shared the joy and happiness together. It's okay, I'll never stop praying and loving and everything. You just make me became more addicted to you. How dare you! :-)

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HAPPY NEW YEAR PEOPLE!

2011 was such a blast! Hope 2012 will be more awesome and full with blessed from Him.

InsyaAllah.

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when the feelings came by

2012-01-02T03:05:00.000+08:00

Get Well soon. Be strong.

I Miss you so much.

Only God knew why~

Make yourself strong

2011-12-30T14:39:00.003+08:00

'' ape3 pun letakkan ALLAH dalam hati, keupayaan manusia sikit je (doktor) tu, dye hanye mampu berusaha tp ALLAH jua yg menentukan .. ''

- Get Well Soon sayang.. -

Falling Away

2011-12-29T20:31:00.002+08:00

Just got back from the hospital. accompany, entertain and stare him. When he tried to sleep, he close his eyes, my tears run down my face, and I wipe it hurriedly so that he can't saw it.. and I felt so sad. He said '' takmoh sedih-sedih.. '' And there's a time that I stare at him, and I look at his eyes. I was just saw a lil' bit tears going to fall down, but he try to bear it from it falls.. I know it hurts you much..

'' syg.. get well soon. I always pray for you.. As He promises to you , He’ll always be there and your brothers, sister, father and mother are always be there too Sabar k sayang.. ''

Oh Allah.. why my tears can't stop falling down.. ;'(

I can kiss away the pain, I will stand by you forever, you can take my breathe away

When Lifes gives you Lemonade

2011-12-28T17:45:00.001+08:00

I just received present from my International Friend, haha Sophy Bash! Actually, this present actually had been a long time ago he wanted to give me. But he passes it to my sister, cuz he used to meet my sister. Then I carry that present, I was like. It so heavy. When I open it.........

DUDDDDDDDDDDDDDEEEE!!!!

Olympus Classic Camera with Smurfs Toy and a letter.

I was really surprised!! I don't how to use that camera actually. haha He bought this camera at Egypt. He says that not many people use this camera. I can keep it as collection or I may used it. Geez! Thankyou , Sophy! :')

I don't get it. How to used it?

I'm look even comel with this camera. Haha hawau perasan ni.

Apa apa pun!! Buat koleksi pun okay what.

P/S : Anybody knows how to use this camera? Teach me please!

;'(

Kuchi Kuchi Meow Meow

2011-12-28T17:20:00.001+08:00

'' Ucuknya! ''

So, Me and my mum had a conversation about school. Applying to new school. Where? SMT .Sekolah Menengah Teknik. Deym it. Boarding school and I was like OMG. My mum gave me 3 choices ;-

- Stay at the old school

- SM Teknik Bukit Piatu, Melaka

- SM Teknik Cheras, KL

- SM Teknik Jasin, Melaka

- Seri Tanjong, Melaka ( No way! )

But before that, I do ask my parents and brothers and sister. And most important, I would like to ask my bunny bum bum. Boarding school or being an outsider? I don't get it, why hostel must have this rules '' Don't bring your Mobile Phone ''. Okay then, I'll bring my computer or Ipad. Haha! Can I bring my Pet? :3 Hihiii

On the top of that choices, I would choose to apply the SMT Bukit Piatu and Cheras, KL. My sister had told me about the continuing in Arab. I can continue my Arab when I in College or University. So , If I didn't get SMT, I choose to stay my old school and continue to Arab Tinggi.

Wish Me Luck! ♥

Another Week-Endda

2011-12-27T00:40:00.000+08:00

Macam mana ni? 'Tattoo' kat tangan tak hilang lagi? Sekolah dah dekat ni~ Haihh

( Gediknya kan. Eeeeii gedik cam arnab. haha )

Just back from Ayam Penyet Lamongan and Mydin Mitc, Melaka. Bad quality lah camera ni. hahaha who cares? Yeah I went to MayaSilk boutique in Mydin. My mum spent a lot of money for my sister wedding suit. Arrrhhhhhhhh then my mum said that '' beli sekali terus adik punya la. Sanding sekali dengan akak. '' Hahaha No no no :-) ( dalam hati '' YESS!!'' ) Hahaha. Alaaa my sister married next year , after Raya. Lambat lagi kan? ni dah semangat nak awal-awal. tapi serious, cantik gila kot! mana taknya, Spent a lot of money jugak. My mum ingat nak guna her cad credit, tapi cash je la senang. Hish, Nak je curi duit manyak-manyak tu. hahaha . Thanks kak for the flip flops and topups! =p

And tomorrow, my sis will going back to Kj. Will miss ya ;(

After that, I ask my father to get something to eat!! Yeah Roti Canai at Tangga Batu yang famous tu?

Wuhooo ayah, ibu and akk makan sekeping je. Me? 2 keping beb. but kalau usual, 3 keping tau! Hehe Jangan main-main. Ni Monster Inc tau? haha

Eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeiiii whos this chammak challo? haha debab kan? Okay bye!

Missingless

2011-12-26T11:16:00.001+08:00

'' I miss you so much. I miss to touch your head. I miss to see your smile. I miss to touch your hair. I miss to see your rabbit teeth. I miss to hear your laugh.There's a lot of things I miss about you. But I couldn't explain all of it. I miss everything about you. I miss you ''

When lifes gives you lemonzasss

2011-12-26T11:10:00.000+08:00

Good Morning people. Every wake up in the morning, I'll check on my mobile phone if there's his text or any text. And I'll wait untill 10 o'clock or 11 o'clock wait untill everyone had wake up from bed. And I'll just act that I'm still sleeping in my room. Actually, I had awaken for a long time. I will hug my comfort pillow as I hug you. It's such a kid, but you're just far from me. I couldn't hug you. I miss you.

Yessssssssssssss! Now I've got this chance. Hope I will make through this nicely. Money is all over around and it's time to get spend but not all of them. I might stingy but just for a certain part. I wish I could do the best for it. But remember, money isn't the key of happiness. You don't need to ask for diamond ring, or delicate string of pearls.. You'd sacrificed so many things to me. Please note that, I always keep you my beautiful boy. What I'm saying about? Like a people with luckless romance. So scared of falling down? Sometimes yes, but sometimes no. Wadefakk

Tolong!

2011-12-25T14:49:00.001+08:00

You , must post this rules .
Each person must post 11 things about themselves in their journal .
Answer all the question that tagger set for You , in their post and create new 11 questions for the person You tagged to answer .
You have to choose 11 people to tag and link them to post .
Go to their page and tell You have tagged Her / Him .
Takde tag - tag balik !
No stuff in the section about "You are tagged if You're reading this" .

Okay I've been tagged by Ruqayya Fuad. Thankyou dear ;) I hope my answer will satisfying you. hahaha

Okay Let's go on!

11 things you must know about me

1. Aku ni kadang2 berkerut muka, nanti orang cakap jangan le kerut2 muka, jangan marah2 padahal dalam hati ni ada taman tau~ wuwuwu

2. bila nak tidur je , aku slalu gerakkan jari2 aku. entah la? habitat kot, eh habit kot !

3. Aku memilih dalam makan jgk. tau ? tapi badan tak kurus2 jugak. nyampah I nyahhh

4. Aku ni kuat menabung, tapi kedekut jugak tau? Jeng jeng jeng tapi bila dengan kawan2,yg muflis tu nnt aku. hahaha mcm roda impian tak?? haha

5. Aku tak suka orang yg suka tiru style orang . takde pendirian ke? kesian..~ * Hot tak ayat ni?

6. Suka kentot senyap2. Shhhhhhhhh~ tpi takde bau. Natural beauty~ hahaha

7. Aku suka buat surprise dalam diam yang kadang2 boleh menyakitkn hati orang, padahal benda tu untuk kebaikan orang :-)

8. Aku suka tolong kawan yang dalam kesusahan, kadang2 diorang buat aduan rakyat kat aku.. Hermmff manusia kan? takkan lari dari kesilapan :-)

9. Aku kadang-kadang suka pendam..~

10. Kadang-kadang orang slalu sangka buruk contoh mcm, mungkin aku akan marah dan bertindak macam gorilla terhadap kelakuan diaorang tu, tapi jgn risau. aku ni pemaaf dan banyak kesabarannya.. tapi ada tahap die jugak tau? So, bila kita tegur seseorang itu dengan baik kan bagus? Aku boleh terima camtuh, kalau budak tu tak boleh terima, kau letup kan je kepala dia. degil nau~ haha

11. aku cita-cita nak kahwin dengan sudin. HAHAHAHAHAHA

Fuhh panjangnye.. belum lagi jawab soalan Ruqayya ni. Hahaha

Okay Jom!!

( jgn tengok lama2, boleh juling mata nnt )

- Siapa nama PENUH ANDA ? - SEPERTI DALAM IC .

Angelina Jolie , eh eh Fitri Najiha Binti Arsad.

- Saya ni Garang ke ? >.<

Entahla.. tpi kat 11 things tu, nmpk cam garang. Haaa garang le tu!! haha

- Bila start Berblogging ?

Time kecik kecik comel lagi bujang lagi, darjah 5 :-)

- Favourite Movie . Kenapaaaa ? Whyyyyy ?

Entahla.. bnyk sngt Movie la.. dah tak larat dah perut ni menahannya.. hehe

- Subjek time Form IV yang Korang suka . Dan kenapaaaaaaaaa ?

Biology! ( ceh , baru form 3 padahal~ hak3 )

- Nak tengok gambar Korang dengan Family at least one of Your family member . Dengan

descriptive .

Haa cuba carik aku. Yang macam tempurung kelapa tuh le!! kat situ ada busu aku tersyg, along, akak, bebi, makyah and sape lg sorang tu. lupa. time ni kt Singapore :-) Fuh Hometown!!

- 3 kelemahan Korang yang Korang berjaya detect -.-"

boleh plak men detect2 ea? dah mcm Virus dah!! ahhaa

- Cemburu kenkadang. tapi cemburu tanda sayang kan??

-jeles bila tengok rambut orang tuh cantik. ( kene mengene ke? )

-aku ni kuat nanges, tapi sekejap je tu.. ngengada kan?? haha

- 1 kelebihan Korang yang bukan senang orang nak contohi . Kalau perlu attach image , attach

lah .

haaaa boleh buat mata juling sambil hidung kembang tak!! :3

- Korang suka K - Pop atau Bollywood atau Hollywood atau Malaywood ? Kenapaaaaaaaaaaa ?

Hermmfff... saya menyukai nasyid Hak3. takdela, nasyid pun suka. tapi time nak insaf je dengar. hahaa I love clubbing song and minat Underground band ;) sebab, sebab sebab sebub la!! haha lawak tak? hahaha

- Antara 3 tempat ni , mana 1 yang kalau diberi pilihan Korang nak pergi , tapi kenapa ?:

> Venice , Italy .

> United Kingdom , London .

> New York , United States .

Eeeeeii semua tak best. haha nak g Bora bora! ahaha best tau kalau honeymoon kat situ. takde gangguan, semua yang kita buat pun fokus je. hahahahha

- Korang nak binatang apa jadi PET Korang ? Tapi kenapaa eh ?

kalau boleh nak unicorn!! ada tanduk kat hidung tu!! hahaha already had a pet. Arnab, kucing. I love you ols!! haha

Thankyou Ruqayya Fuad yang cantik cuz tagged I :)

Badedabedubeduda

2011-12-25T13:49:00.000+08:00

Just back from the wedding. Yeah wearing simple baju kurung. With soft rainy day on that day. Congratulations dear :-)

Then My mum and me decided to go to Bazaar MC then to tesco. Haha guess what? there's a woman act like whattahell? I'm just asking, '' ada jual taugeh tak kak?'' and she says that '' takde la dek!! tak jual taugheh kat sini. ye? cantik rambut ye dek!! nanti akk pun nak buat mcm tuh sekali " and there's a boy who sells meat. Yeah, I've ever been there this before with Along. then that boy suddenly smiles at me, and waving at me? I was like, Erk do I know you? 3 times when I accidently look at him, he keeps on smiling at me like crazy person? and when I'm going to follow my mum, the boy says bye bye and waving his hand and smiling like shell. hahahah dehekk?

Yeah lastly I went to the tesco and I ask my mum to buy my new facial wash. My face ah shit. Get retarded! Blackhead on nose, pimples everywhere. then, there's one promoter show me this facial wash. Skinz UV White. So I ask my mum to buy that thing. I ask my sister, is the Skinz are good? Yeah she'd already used it before this when she stays in Aussie. Okay thankyou!

Let's try out ! ;p

Cold-ness

2011-12-25T12:48:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was really cold and there's so much thing I think about. I was really upset lastnyte and finally he managed to understand me. I miss you babuji. Please, I want to meet you before you go for 3 shit fucking long month. Still searching the time to spend together. I miss you so much bunny bum bum.

After this 2, 3 days many people were facing their feelings. Crying, Happy, Laughing, Vain and so much more.
Me too. It was really sad if someone you love is leaving for a lil' time. Just for a lil' time? How bout for long years? Nobody wants to feel lost. No one. If there one, I dont know. So pathetic.

The End-less

2011-12-23T14:38:00.000+08:00

Alhamdulillah. Everything's ended with smile and tears. I'd just took my result. Yeah , Thank God. there's still chance for me to get A. Thank God so much. I don't even have any failed and D,C? Hell yeah! There's so much B there, yeah doesn't mean if you got a lots of B you're kinda stupid right? I do get A's just not over the 5. And My favourite subject, I really cried and cried cuz it doesn't get on the target. Come on, you can think positively. He gave me good deed words and he'd tried to gave me spirit and thankyou dear bunny bum bum I'm a little bit okay but I need time to understand this situation. Congratulations for my friend those who get straight's A and so much more. 9A,8A,7A,6A,5A,4A,3A,2A,1A and no A , proud of yourself . You just face the 8 subjects and 9 subjects. Doesn't mean if you don't get any what you want, you wouldn't get it until your last breathe. Try next time, on SPM and the next step and so on. We're still in a long journey dude.

Like he said '' Whatever you get, just say Alhamdulillah and smile ''

Jay-Bee

2011-12-14T12:56:00.001+08:00

( before going )

Night everyone. Felt great here. but I don't like the hotel worker. jahat nya ngumpat kat blog. hehe where? Yeahh Now I'm in Johor, what for? Holiday? 1/2 holiday and 1/2 on working. hehe I'm following my mother for bussiness work with my father. And there was Promosi Kraf Malaysia here at Angsana. Here where I headed to, Promosi Kraf Malaysia 2011. Welcome guys, all are invited to this event. Until when? I don't know, maybe I'll be back Melaka on this 18/12. and 19 maybe, just maybe. I'll heading to Perak with my cuzzie. Sending her to check in the Politeknik. And my mum do mention about going to Kota Singa! Singapore :-) I got a lots of friend there, hope can meet them ;(

Here I am.

Guys!! come to Angsana, Johor. I mean beside em'.
Promosi Kraf Malaysia!
Thankyou!

- Miss mi amor mai laff ahhhhhh..~ -

Sensible Heart

2011-12-13T13:29:00.002+08:00

Hahaha ( tahan gelak muka comel )

Good Feeling

2011-12-13T13:15:00.002+08:00

Good Morning everyone! Alhamdulillah. I woke up this morning nicely even I'm not take my bath yet. haha After solat subuh, sometimes I'll sleep sometimes I don't know. apa kau cakap ni? Entahla I think I'm going crazy. every Day to day I fell in love with him. Last nyte we had a small problem that shouldn't be take serious about. Yeah it's about something you should accept of each other. I really can accept what he ask me to do. The way he ask me, so nicely. and for sure I also accept it nicely. And he thought that he done bad things to me and he thought I'll mad at him. Hahaha so cute la syg ni.

And we had conversation lastnight. long conversation yaaarr maybe? I tried to entertain him back and want him back as usual. but at the same time, he act like entertain me and he's so cute. Thank God, lastnyte had past.

I love you so much.

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I would accept something if you guys talk nicely and respect other people, and if you keep arguing or forcing me, You'll get it that piece of shit.

I don't give a Damn.

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No Air

2011-12-12T20:22:00.001+08:00

'' if you ain't here I just can't breathe, it's no air no air ''

<br>.

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'' I miss you ''

abcdefghaha

2011-12-11T12:36:00.001+08:00

Changing to a better person. Sometimes I could feel the same way. So many bad things I'd done but there's also good things i'd done. Perhaps? Changing into a better person doesn't mean with your look. Perhaps akhlak juga haruslah diperbaiki lagi bukan? Ya, aku juga ada kurangnya dan kelebihannya dan semua orang mengalaminya. tak da pun, aku paling cantik dalam sekolah ni tau, aku ada bulu mata palsu cantik. kau ada? orang lain takde tau. Kalau hanya gurauan semata tidak mengapa. kita haruslah bersyukur dengan apa yang Allah telah kurniakan. Bila-bila masa saja Allah boleh tarik balik nikmat yang telah dia turunkan dengan apa jua cara.

Yes and maybe aku pernah rasa dengki dengan seseorang tapi aku cuba untuk elakkan dari fikir begitu lagi. Aku sedar aku ada kelemahan dan kelebihan aku sendiri. Sampai bila kita nak cari yang perfeeeeect je semata untuk kepentingan diri kita. Perhaps one day she or he will show their lackness. cuz nobody's perfect. We're God's creature and we're His slave.Nevermind, benda macam ni selalu dipertikaikan dan selalu diperkatakan. Kalau kita nak kejar kebahagiaan, kita haruslah rasa penderitaan itu dahulu. dan kadang-kadang sadness is everywhere even things workde. masing-masing ada pendapat masing-masing.

I always pray that I would get someone who can take good care of me and care about me and boleh bimbing aku ke arah yang lebih baik, InsyaAllah. Ya, mungkin aku telah jumpa. Alhamdulillah. Allah telah pertemukan aku dengan dia walaupun one day tu kami pernah terpisah buat seketika. dan banyak sudah rintangan aku lalui. aku dah penat mengalirkan air mata. Aku tahu waktu tu, ada hikmah kenapa jd camni. Aku berfikir untuk kebahagiaan dia. It's okay benda lama, dah lepas. Mungkin masa tu aku masih belum kenal erti tu lagi, tapi hari ke hari aku cuba untuk berfikir seperti orang yang tahu mana baik dan buruk dan berfikiran matang. Alhamdulillah, ini lah benih cinta Allah yang terbaik yang diturunkan buat aku. Sy akan cuba jadi yang terbaik untuk awak dan InsyaAllah, hope it will last. Kita hanya perlu merancang, dan yang menentukan segalanya hanyalah Dia.

'' ya Allah permudahkn lah jodohku.. dan kkekalkan hubungan ku serta rahmatilah perhubunganku ini.. "

Aminnnn....

Sicken-ing

2011-12-10T23:18:00.001+08:00

I don't know why this would be happen to me. I'm became weak and weak this lately. No food appetite, vomitted like shit, head spinning around hell like pregnant woman. And just today I'd just small vomitted while I'm had a conversation with him. I'm felt down and felt like dying all over. I don't know why I became like this. And when I'm turn into the night, I'd fever which make me felt waiting for dying. This is such a torture to me. I'm ashamed and I'm just unthinkable.

I miss you so much.

Kuchi Kuchi Meoww

2011-12-10T21:43:00.001+08:00

Today I had a day with Farahi, Farid and him. I just almost forgot cuz I do bring my camera, nasib baik check betul2 beg tadi. Haaaaih! And I really had a day today. Thank you guys. I can't explain how much good it is. And I just brought PA flip flop for him! Just cheap and If I came back to Jj around the corner , I'm going to this one shop to buy this cap!! He looks amazing when he put on it. Shhhhh~

Also big thanks to Farid and Farahi cuz treat us the pizza. Oh and no mention for what I'd help you guys at the Focus Point tadi :-) Farahi dapat spek cantik! haha Look who's choose for her? Ehem haha!

Crying again in front of him. You're stupid.

Anomnomnom~ Hahaha

Redness!

2011-12-09T22:05:00.001+08:00

'' kalau sedih sebut hi-5! ''

'' Uchuknye die ni :p ''

He can't do this! haha

besarnya tahi lalat, bentuk love pulak tu

I'm blushing!! :*

C stand for Chuckya Zaraki Kenpachi

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Yeah nothing to do. I'm act like a enourmous giant now.

I'm used to be like this when there's nothing to do. Yeah, a kid always like this. But nevermind, I growing up from day to day. but sometimes, I act like kid. Yaaaaaaaaaaar so sorry for the convenience. Who cares? haha. Tadi evening lepak dengan farahi kejap lepas amek my baby boo, my boot la. haha He's going to futsal and when he came home , he went to the playground. I never thought that he would be there. I meet him and you're making me getting addicted to you.

Yesss! I miss you, I admit it. but not in front of you. It would be great if I said to you without anyone else with. Hehe

Arghhh I'm fucking scared of the upcoming result !! Oh Allah :'(

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Released them!

2011-12-09T14:18:00.001+08:00

My mum ask me to get short hair.

This is not short yet cuz I'm just released the braids, and its quite cool isn't it?

Fifa la fiesta!

when lifes gives you lemons

2011-12-09T12:00:00.001+08:00

Good Morning people. Alhamdulillah, I woke up this morning and feel blessed. Lastnyte I feel my body so hot and I felt very weak. Am I get fever? Thanks God, he's with me. He accompanied me. We're having conversation on phone. And lastnyte I was act like a kid. Oh God, Why I'm so stupid? I don't know if this insecure me. I'm just trying to be honest. What I'm keeping up for a long time. I don't know why that night I felt safe and I must willing to tell him everything what I'm keeping up to. Yet, there's so much thing I'm still keeping up. This is such a torture to me. I'm sorry for crying in front of you, I'm just love you. I'm tired of the old torture that I've already face it.

3 months without you next year is such a torture to me. But I'll try to bare it.

Mi amor mai laff ♥

MissMissMissMiss

2011-12-08T14:47:00.001+08:00

Do you want to know, Suddenly I felt miss so much to wear this thing.

Hermmfff

Will you marry me?

2011-12-08T14:03:00.001+08:00

Talk about married. I love marriages! hehe you know because everthing became Halal and you'll going to build one happy family. InsyaAllah, I'll one day. With who? Jeng Jeng Jeng. If there sustenance, insyaAllah.. Amin.

Okay the next one is I went searching for bridal bed and things are should be there when you're going to married!! Pelamin, baju pengantin, Photoshoot and so much more.

For who you searching for? For kak Uya la yang baru engage at my latest post ni. She'll going to married next year on March. Wuwuwu I was like, when will my turn?? haha Just joking! Okay I went to 3 wedding boutique at Segamat. First boutiqe, banyak macam design Indonesia. We're Malaysian. and not too much choices. The second Wedding Boutiqe, I was like in a nightmare. The woman like a snobbish person Err I don't like and his boutique looks creepy haha and dia berlagak la dia punya make up tuh make up artis Blah blah blah And lastly the third Boutique known as The Wayang Wedding okay that's really awesome! So much choices and I already choice for mine nanti hahaha bongok kan? and we'd decide to choose the third one.

Let's check this out!

FIRST BOUTIQUE

Will you marry me? :')

Ooops!! hahaha

Second boutiqe? I don't know which one is interesting me. haha

Let's jump to the third boutique!!

8 years more!! ;p hahaha

Reng-it or Remp-it?

2011-12-08T13:37:00.001+08:00

Ahhh Holiday lagi! Okay the next one is I went to Rengit at Johor i think so. Okay dekat sana ada orang asli yang jual barang-barang singapore,mana dia celop ea? Entah la aku pun tak tahu, itu barangan terpakai dari singapore okay television and so much more. Reasonable price!! Big television yang lagi besar dari LCD tuh 450 $ je? Omjay! and vintage shoes, fan, washing machine arrghhh and so many more. They also like to remp-it you know.

My Along says that, if we parked at their parking lot we can't scold them if they play at our car or panjat kereta kita and so on. Why? Yela kau paham la kan orang asli macam mana. Wow ramai got blonded hair and ada one of the shop, ada budak tuh say like this

'' Wehh aku rimas tengok customer-customer ni, kau halau bebudak orang orang tua tua tu keluar dari sini ''

Omjay. We're tourist, you should respect us! Ceh It's okay kita paham orang asli macam mana. Kita jangan marah, terkilan sikit tak apa. Heheeeee

Tribute to Aizan Ahmad

Ateeeyyy shoo cute! She called me Tatak Jijin. haha!

Irfan the Toyol boy.

Tribute to Aizan Ahmad

Kuat gila flash sampai putih nak mampus. Hahaha

Love her so much !! xxx

Last but not least, went to Wildan Seafood. 1 an Half hour waiting for food.

Aku sempat pergi berak jap.

Another Holi-Day

2011-12-08T13:19:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I went to the A Farmosa WaterWorld. Great! Last time I went to it when I was 12 years old. after UPSR, and now after PMR i went it! I hope after SPM pun pergi tapi kalau boleh nak pergi tiap-tiap tahun kan? huahuahua Okay macam biasa I went with my Kaklong's family and we really enjoyed yesterday. Macam taknak balik. And every game that I played, I used to wonder If you could here with me :-) It must be great and I must be like enchanted with it.

Kadang-kadang aku tengok along aku ni pun dah macam Jack sparrow pon ade

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After get washed!

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Happy Holiday friends!

The Engage-Ment

2011-12-08T12:33:00.001+08:00

Last week I went back to my sister in law family which at Pahang. Awesome!! Her sister had engage with Kluang people. not Kluang Man okay? haha! Very beautiful with grey colour and a lil' bit and ah cantik la. And her sister pun cantik diberi nama Suriya. I called her Kak Uya. Congratulations, Kak Uya. And she'll be married on 3 March 2011 i think la. And we'd decide to choose Garden Theme like English British. you know something that was like colourful put on purple,cream,soft green and pink. So prettay! xxx

Syakira, Yasmin, Zulaikha & Nyainyai ;p

Stuck

2011-12-07T09:07:00.001+08:00

I hear this song when I near to fall asleep. I don't know, this song attract me so much. It conveys me something that it really full with means and I was like, true. I miss you so much. I really wanted to meet you. It's hard, right. It's not easy for we to meet even we're staying in same location. I miss you so much! I mean it. Really mean it.

Staring at your pictures doesnt same as staring you at in front of me. I miss you.( apa lah kau merepek memalam buta ni )
:'(

The Circumstances

2011-12-06T02:34:00.001+08:00

I don't know I still can't sleep. Did you understand by tired word? Yes I do. But I don't know, there's just something that I didn't say enough.Laying on the bed and my stomach singing. At this time, is the best time you to eat, hell no I want to keep my balanced diet. It's already 2:48 a.m and it's near to 3 a.m I wonder if he'd sleep now. I'd call him but no answer. For sure, he'd sleep I think. Goodnight love, I miss you so bad.

a few days ago, I'd spent time with him and my friends. But I'd most spent my time with him and till now I'm missing him. I don't know what would I be if he gone to PLKN next year. he'll going to the place on 1/1/2012. It's so fast isn't it. When I heard the news, he's going there and it's on Johor. I'm feel like dying. He's going to be far from me with 3 months. He'll be a good person, InsyaAllah. He'll get benefits from that, InsyaAllah. I'll supports him from the back. But, I don't know. Am I going to cry? So what? My tears, not yours bullshit. I'm just hoping that, you won't changed. I don't care what your after, as long as Im the one. Love

Why this sick torture keep singing in my mind? Hanging all over around my head. I mean the Result will be going out on this 24/12 i think. y head spinning arounf and I was like, Dear God, Save me and gave me an excellent result. I hope to see my mum face smile from the start and to the end. But you know, during the examination, my head full with stress thing and things that should not be think. Damn! I'm so regretting for what I've done. But, I can't blame on anyone else for my bad result. but I think I should too. I don't know. If there's sustenance, InsyaAllah I'll get excellent result. Amin!

Thanks for accompany me lastnyte. I really dazed and enchanted with it.

This is such a torture to me, you're making me getting addicted to you.

Homie Homie

2011-12-06T02:05:00.001+08:00

I'm home everyone. Home from Pahang my sister in law's sister had engage 2 days ago. Alhamdulillah. When is the time of mine? Don't be silly. Yeah I'm fucking tired and I miss Melaka, my mum and dad, my baby and all of them even they're far from me. and for sure, I'll update my next post about my journey at Pahang. Along the ride back to Melaka, he accompany me and thankyou so much I'm missing you so much, It's been a long time we didn't spend time together on texting.I don't know why you making me getting addicted to you. This is such a torture to me.

Welcome Home!!

We're in the end of 2011 right? Such a fast. I'm growing up!

Bieber or Chance

2011-11-29T08:48:00.001+08:00

Bieber's getting matured. I preferred him than Greyson Chance but not because of maturedness. Sorry Greyson's fans.One day you guys will left Greyson too. hahaha!
Good Morning : )

Pink and Black

2011-11-29T08:32:00.001+08:00

Neon Hitch sounds good! She's british singer and she's so talented.Meowwwww ( sounded like bitch cat )

Sleep enchantedly

2011-11-28T16:32:00.001+08:00

2:08 a.m in the morning, there's no answer when I call. I thought he didn't sleep yet and I thought he watched the Liverpool game last night. He sends me smiley on 12:02 a.m something and he said he sleeps on 12. Okay Honey it's just small matter. Love ya. I decided to sleep on 5 o'clock something.

The next morning, he called me on 9 in the morning something. Big smile occur and I was like, I miss you so much. I don't know why. We're just met 3 days ago and now it's Monday. He'd gone to hostel. I'm so fucking sleepy when he called me. He's watching cartoon and his brother's sleeping. His mom and dad gone to send his sister go back to the place where she studied. I was just too drowse and I felt asleep during he talked to me on the phone. hahaha I didn't make any sound during sleeping right? hahaha. Yet, I didn't notice what I'm talking about during the handphone still on the line.

Thanks for accompany me during I was asleep. I was just dazed with it and I'm just felt that you're right next to me and oh man, I just can't imagine that situation could make my eyes can't twinkling. Wish you were here with me.

The way he talk to me, ahhhhhh so sexy. Haaaaaaa shhhhhhhhh...~
I'm shy!! : 3
♥

Week-end

2011-11-28T13:45:00.001+08:00

Happy Holiday

Deep inside the heart gets beat

2011-11-27T14:24:00.001+08:00

There was so much sadness in everything, even when things worked .

We'll make it worth the fight

2011-11-27T13:55:00.001+08:00

Dude, Life's getting harder from day to day. Yet, I'm naturally in it. Every night, pray and pray to Him. When'll happiness and joyness will be mine? Not all the time.There's will. Sometimes, in your daily life you'll be loving, you'll cried, you'll laugh, you'll sulk, you'll feel like stupid, you'll negligent and others. Evey human have feelings. Such a worthless if people don't have feelings. Doesn't mean you cried, it losing. Sometimes you cried about something that unexpected happen to you or somebody who adore to or something that spectacular view.

He said that he was really grateful with happiness that we shared together until now. Alhamdulillah.. me too, Honey. Everything that we'd planned, it working nicely. but, I'm ready to face something that unexpected and unbound to. I'm ready to face the upcoming torture. Sometimes, doesn't mean you happy always, there must be sick torture will you face it. Find the way out and be patience and keep praying to Him. Hope it will last. InsyaAllah.

If you're fear of Frustration and Disappointed,
don't fell in love.

Did you remember the night I was distracting you while you're sleeping? I miss the moment and I miss you A.

Cause there'll be no sunlight, If I lose you baby.

Sometimes it ain't working.

2011-11-27T01:03:00.001+08:00

Sometimes it ain't working. I've tried my best to solve something but it ain't solving. How could you do something like that? Yes, not everything you plan will working. Right? Yes But I'm totally expect this would be solve accurately. Again,

It Ain't Working..

What I'm must say? I'm stupid.

Back Home

2011-11-26T20:16:00.001+08:00

Today I'd just went to the beach and had a class party. I'm fucking late today and all food were almost done. I just ate Meehun goreng. But, Alhamdulillah.. there's still for me to eat something. So fucking hungry !! I'd just late, back from the Melaka.

I met Adibah Azman my Blogger friend, really unexpected met !! She called me at the traffic light . '' Fitri !! Fitrii!! " she seems so excited. Hahaha I looked at her and I don't even know her at first . I said, '' Macam kenal. Ahhh nevermind la ''

Yet, we met before I'm going back. Capturing picture, meet at the Dataran Field and so on. Thankyou Deebah and friend's for you guys awesome service! You guys awesome! ♥

And late evening just today, I'm very fucking Happy. Thank you so much. He do recite me the Doa Akhir Tahun for me and him. Amin Ya Rabbal Alamin.. I love your voice when you're recite the doa. I'm just felt so, I'm speechless. Thankyou Allah for this man that you brought for. It feels so safe. Along I'm walking home, I just can't stop smiling. I'm feel blessed today. Alhamdulillah. It's working nicely. Till meet again my dear. Treat me Kuey Tiauw sup that you loved to take to tu tau?

I miss you.

4:08

2011-11-25T03:45:00.001+08:00

Should I sleep now? or Eating? or Counting the stars? or take bath? It's already closer to 4:15 O'clock in the morning. Listening on Kinna Grannis - Cambridge song alone.

I can't sleep. I'm just thinking about what will happen tomorrow, tomorrow and tomorrow.

Do you know what will happen to you and your future soon? Life's getting harder from day to day. Yet I'm feel like getting matured about any matter. Yes, don't be kids all the time. Sometimes, things that serious should take it seriously, not playing fool around. I used to say advises things and and and lalalala. Don't know what I'm talking about. Getting matured from day to day. I hate the ' Matured' word. Matured doesn't mean you need to be like an old people. Haha I mean you can think and you can understand which one is good and which one is bad. Right? Clap your hands!

I have no idea. I'm quite sleepy now. My eye bags going to shut the eyeball now. I think so?

Why my english just like better in blog posting and talking in front of people? Honestly, I'm feel like I'm playing around when I'm answering my PMR English Essay. Benda dah jadi. Okay better get sleeps now. I don't want to add more on my eye bag.

Eyes are still open.

2011-11-25T02:29:00.001+08:00

I'd chit-chat with his brother, Aiman just now. Just so fun and I also'd wall to wall with him. And now he fall asleep as he eat his medicine. Sleep tight Sweetheart.

Not so many talk there, but its very a lot of mean to me. Thank you Abang Eman. He told me something what should I do and what should I understand to. He told me something that I need to take seriously to. Yeah, anyone who in love must have their own story and never run from any mistakes. Like I said, people always searching for happiness, you'll find it until you face the bad experience than you'll get it.

3 years known each other as a best friend and yet I was his Twinkie now . I'm so glad. Alhamdulillah, there's just space for us to fell each other. There's one time I'd just left him just like that for a couple months . Afterwards, I just being alone and he accompanied me along I was alone. And end from short breaking time and lose contact, we'd be best friend like usual :-) I would like to share and story from the start we met and until now. Haha I think it would be nice if keep it as a secret, it's our top secret! If there's a will, InsyaAllah. hehe Panjang lg perjalanan! Bersabar, 10 years more. So long........... :3

Watch this. I almost cried watching this video. I hope this will work it.
I've ever face situation like this. but, I'm not work it out until the end. Yet, now he'd somebody he live happily. I think so? Now, we made our own way. You've got one better for you right now. Right? Goodbye.

Keep the distance safe.

2011-11-24T13:23:00.001+08:00

Not regretting or thinking about the past and stop worrying about the future. Though I don't want to lose this happiness that I'm experiencing but yes, not everything lasts forever. No one wants to be sad and lonely. Go out and move on and no peeking back at what has already happen. Let things go and you'll be alright. I'm just glad that I have you right now. Sometimes, I still stare at you, amazed and just enchanted by having you by my side. Though I've held your gaze for a million times but still every time you look back at me and give me that silly smile of yours .

I miss you so much and I hope I can bare it.

If you want to know, I'm happiest when I'm with you even we're far away just now.

I want this to last and I pray and hope that it will.

I have died everyday waiting for you
Darling don’t be afraid I have loved you
For a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

And all along I believed I would find you
Time has brought your heart to me
I have loved you for a thousand years
I’ll love you for a thousand more

I only wanna be nex to ya

2011-11-24T12:41:00.001+08:00

So I decided to stay at home today. I don't know if this evening I'm going to the cafe or not. Fucking tired lastnyte. Everyday I'm fucking tired. Now you know which one is difficult, Work or Studying? Life doesn't mean always easy dude. God always watching us, He'll always give us any test in any condition. So, we mut be patience and with patience Allah will love us more! InsyaAllah.

Damn I miss school so much. Miss to sleep in the class, laughing like shit with friend, study group, lepak at the canteen, runaway from classes ( in form 1 and form 2 only ), helping teacher when teacher need helps, kena rotan dengan cikgu, Walk around the block, twit with friends, peering student while studying and so much more stupido. Hahaha. Yeah School Moments were awesome but next year must be one of them will get out from this school.Not just one oh maybe many of them, include me. Damn, Boring school boring Student and my besties will disappear from day to day :-(

I Love you Guys ;(

Everywhere.

2011-11-23T10:40:00.001+08:00

I wish I could laugh and be with you like this one day.

Cause you're everywhere to me, even When I close my eyes is you I see.
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His Futsal backpacks.

Even my Purse.

When would I gave you this?

The phone. Thankyou cause give me borrow this precious thing. I will give it to you back while you're done your examination.

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I got one of his nametag too on my QuickSilver backpack. It's mean everywhere I go, you always there. Oh there's one inside my heart, but I can't show ya because It's in deep inside my heart. I feel blessed.

Why you keep post something like this? Shut up. None of your bussiness man.

Goodbye!

The Closer

2011-11-23T09:30:00.001+08:00

I may have mood swings, and get offened by the smallest things but know what it's because I'm mad that I can't hold your hand when I want to or hug you at anytime that I please. I miss you so much and it is something that I can't bare because missing someone really hurts. Like literally. Hope you'll just understand and just stay.

We'll share the joy

2011-11-23T08:52:00.001+08:00

our day will come (our day will come)

and we’ll have everything
we’ll share the joy
falling in love can bring

no one can tell me
that i’m too young to know
i love you so
and you love me

our day will come (our day will come)
if we just wait a while
no tears for us
think love and wear a smile

our dreams are meant to be
because we’ll always stay
in love this way
our day will come

our dreams are meant to be
because we’ll always stay
in love this way

our day will come
our day will come
our day will come
our day…will come
our day will come

Early in the Morning

2011-11-23T08:06:00.001+08:00

Wake up in the morning, received text by my friend. He wrote that Am I the one who sit in the dark at in front of my house? Who's gonna sit in front of the house if not me? Alone at the night without anybody people besides me.

My mum ask me to get up from bed because she wants me to follow her to go back to KL. You know last night we're arguing about should I going back to Kl? Hello I do have a reason why I don't want to go back. You don't even understand me. Yes I do find happiness in my Holiday, but if it is good if finding it with you. I'll be back to that place one day, don't worry. I want to spend my free time with you and I'm waiting for you to finish your examination. Every night I keep praying. Please, don't force me just for my virtue. I hope you're understand me and you don't need to be felt so guilty. Not your false. I'm happy with my decision.

'' Sometimes it feels so bad if you're dont know what to do and nobody knows what are you doing right now and they don't even give you any feedback when you text or calling them or something else that you hoping that there would be someone to accompany you - Hajah Jongang ''

♥

Deep Silence

2011-11-22T23:59:00.001+08:00

Don't you Remember?

Innocent

2011-11-22T22:58:00.001+08:00

As usual, every night along without him I'm feel like nothing. But no need to worry. God always watching me and hear my tears falls down. Do you remember when you'd love someone so much, you planned so much worth thing that you hope will happen someday. But one day there's something upside down had happen and all the things you planned and the love that you'd gave to someone just blown up away just like that? Deep inside your heart must be sick with all those torture.

I've already face the shit. I know all this are test that given by God. It's such a fucking lie if you don't ever in love with someone. Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. Its open your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You need to plan your life with principe.

"Sometimes God doesn't give you what you think you want, not because you don't deserve it, but because each of you is special just because you're you"

Life's getting harder and harder from day to day

2011-11-22T22:35:00.001+08:00

It's already 10:50 p.m. Still texting with somebody I adore and love to be closer with. I miss him so much. Every night before sleep, you're the one who will I cry about. I'm staring at the clock and the time runs so fast. There's so many experience occur between me and him. and I'm expecting one day something that weren't expected would happen I mean something that was good not bad things. Damn who wants shit things happen to your life? Do you like it when you've been seperated by your love? Just stand there and look into your self and tell it that was lie.

Life doesn't mean you're always at the top. Sometimes you'll be at the ground. Don't depend your happiness to someone else. If you trust yourself and you accept yourself, InsyaAllah Everything would be alright. Pray to Allah no matter you in luxury or poor condition. Don't be so pride with what you have, sometimes It could be just provisional.

Why? You guys boring read my stupid grammar and this english text? Yes you sure can hate it, but say it in front of me. Don't say at the back. Such a scaredy crow. Whatever. Goodnyte people.

Life's getting harder and harder from day to day. Are you listening?

Your natural skin & body care solution

2011-11-22T20:06:00.001+08:00

I'm so happy today. Actually today I should follow Farahi to her Softball Under 16 friendly match with N.9 team. I hope you guys win!! But today I'm going to the Immigration to renew passport. Yes, going to oversea!! But I don't know where hahaha. My mum just say crap things like this and I was like, am I following her too? But she says that I'm not going to follow her anway, and I heard my sister plan to follow mum this dec. Places to visit, SECRET. Surprise la konon! Pay the ticket for me pleaseeeeeee!

Mum dah ada orang sponsorkan tau :-(

After 4 hours at the immigration with waiting fuckingly, we're going to the Mydin MITC Melaka. My mum punya giliran 1200. and the number was on the line was 1145 something. I'm feel like drowning in the deep ocean. So Sleepy waiting for the next number. I accidently take a short nap for a while. Hihi

And I'm so happy because I've the medicine to cure my scar which called Natur E with natural Vitamin E. must used it twice in daily I mean Morning and night before sleep. It takes 1 month to cure this. I was like, OMG :-/ is this a dream? But anyway, thankyou mum because buy me this medicine. There was another one called ' Demertix ' the price can't be negotiable. It costs $69 something, but this Natur E costs $59.90. Cheap kan!

Last but not least, hang out at the Nasi Kandar Padang Kota , Mydin Mitc. Pasembor Rojak!

Sampaikan Mamak tu macam dah frustrated je dengan my mum sebab dapat order lambat semua. kalau dekat kl, confirm you dah kena sound abang Mamak encem :-)

Goodbye :-)

Self Acceptness

2011-11-21T12:58:00.001+08:00

When I listening to my Ipod. And it's turn into this song . It was difficult for me to actually fell for a guy that would actually stand by me through thick and thin. I don't depend on others to make me happy because I make myself happy by accepting who I am and by accepting others by who they are. I'm still remember the times But I believe with all my heart that all of this happened for a reason. You can't find love because love is not meant to be searched. Just have patience and one fine day,love will appear and you will never ask for someone better. And when the time comes, don't let go of the opportunity that God has granted to you.

I feel very blessed when I've met you. the darkness of my light had turns to light when you came into my life. I just can't quite explain it, but with you I feel something very new and good.

What I'm talking about? Okay done Goodbye.

Without a Word

2011-11-21T12:30:00.001+08:00

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I don't know why Im so alone this lately. But there were 2 night that I was calling him and he fell asleep but I didn't put off my phone. I couldn't forget it. I'm feel like I really laying beside him, stare at him, touch his face, kissing his forehead , hug him tightly and.. it's crazy if you want to let it go. I wish I could do it if I can do it. Just the time don't came yet. There's a lot of way to show you love someone. not just by touch, kiss, hold or something you that refer to somebody physical. It's just normal for anyone who in love.

Come on , you can think which one is good and which one is bad. Doesn't mean you do those kind things it's mean you love them.Sometimes people show them through giving flowers, kissing lips or cheeks, holding hands, ssupporting you at the back, helping you all the time & so much good deed. I didn't tell you that I was good enough. I do have my own way and you guys have your own way. But please, sometimes you need to ask anybody that you know about something you should do or not. Opinion is great I think so. So, every people had difference opinion. Life doesn't mean negative always. Let's turn this around. I may not get the one that I wanted, but still it saved me a whole lot of trouble for the upcoming month.

YNWA

2011-11-21T12:01:00.001+08:00

I've broken my promise to watch Liverpool game lastnyte. So retarded. I fell asleep so early lastnyte. I'm too tired helps my mother at the cafe. I just forgot about the game. And my phone now I've just left behind at the cafe. Damn it. thank God it's off the line if not? That was his handphone! I've just left it unconciously. I'm sorry.

Whatever it is, You'll never walk Alone Liv.

CONGRATULATIONS to Liverpool!

It always clear view when i'm with you

2011-11-21T10:31:00.001+08:00

It's always clear view when I'm with you.

Guys, bila nak lepak sama lagi? Okay pretty boring this holiday. Nothing to do. Damn, I want go to school back. Even I can be horrible than that. Pleaseeeeeeeeeee!

I miss you guys!

The Pain

2011-11-21T10:04:00.001+08:00

2 days ago I've bitten by my naughty bitchy kitty, Hitam. Hell yeah. I must gave it medicine because if it did not eat the medicine, akan berterusan lah muntah-muntah and berak bagai. Yucks I 'm tired of those dirtiness!

Because of it naughtiness and stubborn, it bites my finger. I'm fucking shock and my finger can't stop bleeding. Until now it's been blood clots. And until now I'm sulking with Hitam. Everytime it cames to me, I'll kick em. hahaha jahat tak aku? :-)

Eeeeeiii Yucks putihnya. Hell yeah. I tak edit okay. Dah Acer Crystal Webcam ni terang.

So, back off Bitch.

Nothing Sunday

2011-11-20T17:16:00.001+08:00

It's sunday. okay it's all ready near to the 6 O'clock. It's time to give the children food. I mean those rabbits and kittens and cats everywhere. Fucking Sunday nothing to do. Ahhhhh I wish you were here with me baby. ( hug the pillow like I hug you ) Me and my sis, Nadia so hectic today because of the house. Messy right? It is not house if its not messy. Who cares? My Words so are you good enough to judge me? Hell Yeah. My Room was so messy and I was like OMG is this the place where I laying on night , stare at you and perform solat? Fucking crazy huh? My friend, Farahi also mad at me because of my fucking messy room. I don't have time to clean it. Is this a good reason?

So today I clean my room. Honestly, after 5 minutes I got sleep. I didn't realized it what did I do until I'm looking fucking tired? Then I concious from nap and the alarm rings mean he's gone to Hostel. I always set the alarm, I know he's going far away from me. a lil' why only Hermmff But he's already go back to his hostel yesterday. I miss you gila babi. Fine, SPM. I'll wait for you. ( hug )

My sister really hates cats and something that fury I thing. She says that KL cats more better than MELAKA cats. Melaka cats really stubborn. bahasa melayu >> Lagi orang marah, lagi dia nak! Hahaha.
She didn't mean to hate it , but certain cats she loves it but certain cats she doesn't like it at all. she's fucking hate it.

Say whatever that you want to say, you may be won't get the chance to say it the next time. Eventhough I'm a bitch, but at least I admit that I'm a bitch. I'm not ashamed of who I am. I know people talk about me behind my back. They're just too scaredy cat to say it to my face. I know people judge me by what they see, but they're judging only what they can see on the outside. People who don't know me will hate me. But once they get to know me, they'll say I'm not who they think I am because I'm different.

Happy Evening.

The Sweetness

2011-11-20T13:15:00.001+08:00

KUALA LUMPUR

I MISS THIS PLACE

I know everything will be alright

2011-11-20T13:06:00.001+08:00

Luckily this lately ,He always with me through the phone but in reality he's far away from me. I really miss you. If I could just see you. Everything will be alright, If I could just see you, and the darkness will turns to light. I'm just so relieved that I could hear his voice and his smile. Seeing you every time makes me fall for you all over again. We'll make it through all the fights together, we'll make it worth the fight.

Good Advise

2011-11-20T12:36:00.001+08:00

My friend told me something that I think I should take it seriously.

'' Kaklong cakap, dalam hidup kita ni perlu ada prinsip. kalau ada prinsip, InsyaAllah.Kita boleh Berjaya ''

She always told her brothers about it. and that's why her brothers so educated and now Alhamdulillah.. they're success in their life. I think I should take it seriously. but, from now? It doesn't make sense. There's a lot of time. It's never too late. So don't judge me. you stupid judgement doesn't make me feel better. I've got a lot of work to do than treat you. Goodbye.

Luckless Romance

2011-11-20T12:23:00.001+08:00

Anybody wants a Perfection. I see, can't you imagine the world out there? Come on, please be Grateful of what you are and what you have. Bad people doesn't mean it going to be bad for whole life. You can change it. Effort. Everybody searching for perfection. Don't worry, you will get it untill you face the bad experience in your life. InsyaAllah.

The Wedding Day

2011-11-20T11:46:00.001+08:00

Yesterday I'd my journey to Muar. My sister the car driver and I was so excited. Thank you sis because brought me yesterday. and we really had a safe journey. Yesterday I thought Sudin will go back to the hostel and I ask my sis to go back home rushly. when the Evening comes, he called me and he said

'' tak jadi balik. chuck balik esok. malas nak balik petang ni ''

I was like, OMG :-) thankyou. I really need time to spend with you. Love you.

And the wedding was really awesome! the Bridal Bed really beautiful and really fascinate me.

Congratulations dear :-)

So, how about me? I never thought it already. I need to focus my study and I need to learn more about life. Whatever it is, you're always in my heart. you're the one who will be the catcher if I fall.

The Supporting

2011-11-20T10:19:00.001+08:00

It's been a long time i didn't update my blog. My Lappy can't access the blogger website. I don't know why. and I'm using my sister lappy. She's going to go back KL tomorrow. I wish I could follow her too!

What is and what are? Before and after. I was like, it's fine if I have this scar on my face. Alhamdulillah, it's not prevent me from doing good things. I still can breathe, perform solat and so much more. and the doctor said that my face will be fine. I'm hoping the same too. InsyaAllah.

Thank you to all that supporting me and give me passion to live like regurlarly.

Gonna be Okay.

2011-11-04T22:25:00.003+08:00

I just think that I shouldn't tell him what happened to me. I'm just sad now with my condition right now. I'm just not expect this thing would happen. Everytime when I put the cream, Mmmmm..~ Only God knew how hurt it is.. I keep crying crying and crying.

I'm feel lost. But I never give up. Im feel like dying.. But I must be strong..

I'm just hoping that , this incident would not happen again. and I should be more careful on things around me.

and I should be grateful bcuz I'm still can perform solat, pray, smile, eat like everydays , and evertyhing rutine that I do everyday.. InsyaAllah. but certain activity I couldn't do it.. and certain food I can't eat it for my own good. I must take good care of my self.

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Dear Honey, Don't worry. I'll be alright. If you need anything, just call me whenever you want.

I won't go anywhere without you =) I'm sorry for this . I'm not plan all this such things.

Ujian dari Allah.. I'm gonna be Okay. InsyaAllah. I love you so much, from Deep inside my heart.

I couldnt find any less cliche words to say,but i miss you. ♥

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Goodnyte.

Buah tembikai.

2011-11-04T21:58:00.000+08:00

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If your sky is falling,Just take my hand and hold it,You don't have to be alone, alone, yeah,I, won't let you go,

And if you feel the fading of the light,And you're too weak to carry on the fight,And all your friends that you count on have disappeared,I'll be here, not gone, forever, holding on, Oh,

:-)

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Thank God.

2011-11-04T15:38:00.001+08:00

After the operation, the doctor pour the SSDC cream over my right hand. I think la?

Hamaigad. sepanjang dia cutting, I can't stop crying ;'((

Only God Knew How I feel..~

A lil' bit scar on my right face.

But the doctor says that it is just temporary and My face gonna be okay.

I love my faceeeeeeeeeee!! :''((

you can see at my hand there. a lil' but scar over there. On right hand.

And there's a lil' bit scar too above my eyes.

The doctor says he saw red flame..

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I'm still can smile, can pray, can touch, can cry, can see everything, can walk and anything.

THANKYOU ALLAH ♥

I know there's must be a reason why I have to face this thing.

I must be strong and keep praying to Him whether in good or bad condition sekalipun.

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♥

Demam dan Tak Demam.

2011-10-26T13:54:00.002+08:00

Aku saja nak bagi Badeedan berjangkit dengan aku. hehe

tengok la muka aku yang kejam tu, Hee!

Eeeeeeii Ingat comel le tu. nyampah aku. hahaha

Ni macam pura pura demam je ni? nak jadi Rabbit pulak?

Cukup cukup la 15 hekor kat rumah ni.

Okay this is real. aku tak tipu. memang tengah Achummmm!!

Ops. Hidung nak tercabut. Pasang balik :-)

Haaa kan dah siap tuh idung dah pasang. hehe

Sepanjang aku demam 4 hari ni, sekali je mamam ubat panadol.

itu pun sebab terpaksa. kalau tak, jangan harap!

Eeeeeiii taik gigi tetinggal. caner nak amek niii

Haaaa ni lah botol Nippon Paint. asal member aku nmpk je,

ehh botol nippon paint. patuh nyanyi lagu tuh.

Hampes ceketeh punya bebudak. hahaha

Arghhhh aku demam sebab benda yang tak sepatutnya berlaku.

takpela, benda dah lepas. Let bygone be bygone.

Just go on with your life. Mulakan hidup baru. Bak kata acenol,

'' Sumpah dia boleh pakai ''

Okay thanks. I must trust on him after this. Argh tak sepatutnya berlaku!

:'') Cub Cyou. ♥

Mee Bandung Muar

2011-10-26T13:14:00.002+08:00

Hai korang. hari tuh off day cafe mak aku. so boleh la free on that day.
and hari tuh pakcik aku ajak lepak mee bandung muar. masyuk tak masyuk. jom la gerak muar!!
muar tu kat johor la, takkan kat thailand pulak kan? hehe.

so before gerak sana, tengok Iphone, tengok Ipad untuk jalan ke sana. tengok GPS la senang!! haha
and tanya gak boyfren akk aku. kebetulan he stay muar. so boleh tanya dia kan mee bandung muar the most sedapsss kat mana. and tak salah aku, Wah San tak salah aku. and ada 2 cawangan tau. Oh man, so great.

Before gerak sana jugak, kiterang singgah Coconut Shake kat klebang tuh. Awesome! tengahari panas terik, kau lepak jap coconut shake, air kelapa and so on. lega kan tekak? Alhamdulillah. Sudin, bila nak pergi? :-)

And that day, memang sanggup lepak mee bandung muar. Okay memang sedap. balik dah nak malam. and kebetulan cuaca hari tuh, mendung and hujan. Seeeeejuk dalam kereta! heeeee. balik dari muar, singgah Mydin Melaka :-)

Ni la tutty FRUTTY. Hahaha takdela. ni air Limau Kasturi. Awesome!

yang macam hitam2 tuh, asam boy dalam limau. sedap sangat. Try la tau! ;))

Ada gambar Fahrin Ahmad! tapi aku tak sempat nak snap. so abaikan.

Eh kepala mak aku pun ade! hahaha

This is what we called life. FOOD :-) haha

'' MEE BANDUNG MUAR ''

Amek kau. Habis aku ganyah. hahaha

Okay. rasa lapar pulak tengahari ni.
Mee bandung MUAR jom?

:-)